The title is actually quite the lie, isn't it? The road began 34 years ago. I'm hoping the road I'm talking about is the road to acceptance, and self actualization. You would think, at 34, I would know who I am and have accepted where I came from but this is not the case.
We have all been through a great deal. We have dealt with so much. The scary part is, we don't know what all we have dealt with but we do know that it is bad. The memories are there but they don't want to share them, or maybe they are just protecting us.
I know I'm scared to death of the realization of my past. The few memories and self-actualizations, have been overwhelming, and have truly come in the last couple of days. I'm not sure how safe it is to express myself here. Of course, I've never truly felt safe expressing myself, in an honest way.
We are going to warn you now. This blog, if you happen to stumble upon it, maybe a little confusing and poorly written. It may also seem very disjointed. Ugh...It shouldn't be but babbling tends to happen with us. So, I/we apologize in advance!
Also, this maybe one of those things that get started but never get finished. We are hoping that isn't the case but Sam may decide that this was a very bad idea, and put a stop to it.
I may write more than once a day, or I may go for long periods of not writing. My luck, I'll forget all about this. lol. I don't really plan on sharing this with anyone, except maybe one or two people. It's to scary letting people see the real you, ya know? Well, that's my introduction. Something has started within me, and I truly hope I continue to blog, and progress.
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