So, once again, the weekend is upon us. I can't wait not to not have to work but at the same time, I know that I will feel the depression creep in, due to not being busy. How can look forward to something and dread it at the same time? Very easily. Let me tell ya!
So, I'm nearly done with my book. It's been a long hard road but I've almost reached the end. It's amazing the things these people went through. I know there is no way I could have gone through even almost as much as she did. It's really weird. I've seen the movie many times. So, I knew the atrocities that occurred. However reading it! Reading the Troops words! Reading about the empty shell! Sometimes I feel like an empty shell. Sometimes I feel as though there is nothingness. It's very hard to describe. Don't get me wrong. It's nothing compared to this woman. I can't even imagine.
How does one get over the past? Can you get over it without remembering it? I really hate the thought of remembering anything but at the same time, I can't stand the thought of not knowing. I have to believe I will be given the memories when I am ready, or never. Who knows?
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