Well, I'm back to work this morning. I survived my weekend. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I got quite a bit done but not as much as I wanted to. I shouldn't be so hard on myself because really I did a lot. I start the couch to 5k. I've done day 1 and 2. I cleaned out the computer armoire and my filing cabinet. The house got cleaned (although it doesn't look it now). I also made an appointment with the Orthopedic doctor to finally have my shoulders checked. So, really I did good but don't feel like I did. It's never ending though.
This morning I'm not feeling so hot. I'm light headed. The weird thing is, I'm usually more light headed, at work. Not to say I don't get light headed outside of work because I do but I think it's just more noticeable here because I'm trying to concentrate so much more. It's so very annoying though. Plus, I feel as though I am digging the depression hole today. I need to figure out a way to stop. So, that I can still climb back out, ya know?
So, I need to start preparing myself for school. I get back at that this coming Monday. Ugh...A&P2! Kill me now! At least I know what to expect, and know what I need to do to get an A this time around. I made a B last semester, and I worked really hard for that B. I plan on working harder this semester and coming out with an A. If I don't get an A I am not going to be happy. I should be able to get an A.
I know I put too many high expectations on myself but I can't help it. I've always been that way. One of these days I might get to where I can relax and not set goals that are going to stress me out but that won't happen until school is over and boards are taken.
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